its already the 4th day of food poisoning

finish most of the medicine doctor prescribe

and the super painful jab that make me cry badly

but why dont i feel better?

ive just came out from diarroheaa after so many days

and if i know the jab dont help i should not have taken it

cus that day i cry like a 5 year old kid so loud that even outside the room

all the patients could hear me cry and say "pain pain"

luckily i was gonna faint that day

else i will sure very paiseh to walk out of the room

on sunday me and baby celebrated his dad birthday at kovan

and on monday which is our 1 year 4 month midnight,

i start running to the toilet and kept vomiting

it was the first ever most suffering food poisoning

it drags all the way and till today ive yet to recover

so baby have to cancel our anniversary planning

called to call off facial and reserved a pretty pink dress which only comes in one piece

i cannot explain enough of how painful it was

monday morning baby brought me to the doctor i had my jab and cried so badly

nearly faint over there

im goin for my runs again!

let me summarized what i did for the past 1 week or so,

first, i created an album of all the November Birthies.

refer to them when you are free.

on friday (06/11) was mummy's birthday

me and baby went to the supermarket and we bought $92 of groceries.

we sure look like some newly-weds in the NTUC

we gotten crabs prawns stingray squids vegetables and some other stuffs

planned for a mini barbeque session at home!

refer to photos in my album pls :)

saturday (07/11) was shizhen zehzeh's 21st birthday

Mcparty at Tampines

i hope SZ zehzeh love the big box of presents we got for her

it was alot of effort put in it.

i had two extra value meals that day

she prepared each person a kinder egg as door gift

the party was a huge one me and baby enjoy it!

went back to granny's place to see the birthday girl open all her presents!

mine was first to open!

sunday (08/11)

FLEA MARKET

we make a profit of $80

i hope this will go on for tomorrow's flea!

we met a potential human a dog trainer and a grassroots chairman

proud to know him

Monday (09/11)

baby and me took a train to meet his cousin to Vivo!

baby's uncle had organised a chalet at sentosa

but it was raining very heavily so we went to have shopping for awhile

sat down at Breeks for the first time

the food was awesome

especially love the drinks very much

tuesday (10/11)

me and baby went to sentosa

unpack our stuffs in the chalet and off we go to prepare bbq stuff

did not manage to get any photos taken cus i forgotten ive a camera

stayed over with baby's 2 cousins and his mummy!

we had midnight swims

and i was so tired that i dozed off and drop out from pokering

wednesday morning

we woke up as early as 6

had morning scroll in sentosa

breakfast and by the sea with my dear princess

went back and prepare to check out at 10.30pm

thanks baby's uncle for driving us home so that we can continue our sleep

baby was so tired!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN :)

ALL THE BEST IN YOUR PSLE RESULTS :)

thursday we went orchard

decided to back out from new york skin solution's package

and get asian skin solution's instead

din wanna pay the extra thousand for their advertising

oh i forgotten we caught ASTRO BOY at our favourite The Cathay.

it was baby's fave

and it was really nice

we had nacho cheese set in there

and

baby and i actually saw a very sweet looking lacy dress

he thinks the design is nice and so he bought that 35 bucks dress for me

you are ever so meticulous of my feelings and my likings

yesterday was my bad luck day

i lost the jade pendent mummy entrust in my hands

i was very lost luckily bf was by my side to help me in everything

before i realise i lost it,

we were having a great time at  Thai Express in serangoon garden

we even renewed our membership

its time i go to bed

tmr another flea!

nite nite!

Baby have been pampering both of us much of recent.

we had classic pedicure that day,

but package is ending soon.

jewelry shopping and purchasing,

we got a new pair of couple ring cus the previous one baby say diamond not big enough

so he place an order.

i gotten meself a bracelet

a 7 diamond ring for her bday.

damn HILTON HOTEL!

im pissed on how your management work!

i haven gotten my pay its alr been a month!

lunch at spageddies on saturday

escagots taste really very terrible overcook.

we did not really like the food there.

on monday godmum celebrated me and baby's belated birthies at Sakae Sushi!

Awesome!

i had a great time with her and im sure baby too!

I had an interview on tuesday

sucessful of course im confident.

i stand out the rest kae!

and im starting my early childhood course in Dec

ultra sad when i mention Dec cus baby is enlisting soon!

oh i mention the doll baby bought for me picca!

after interview on tuesday, baby rewarded me to starbucks for toffe nut latte and my favourite, Carrot Cake.

he chose a skirt for me and i super like the floral prints

it was at kallang leisure.

today me and baby had an facial appointment with New York

baby did not consider and sign up for a package.

and its really very expensive please!

I realise baby have been very very happy lately

we had more then 3 weeks tgt for 24 hrs.

and he says hes very xinfu.

i neva see him happy to this extend before.

Baby bought me a doll,

huge innocent eyes

pink curly hair with bangs

hot pink dress with polka dots

a small round nose

and she can nod her head

and i display it at my side table beside my bed!

Lovely!

i wish i can get the other blue one!

Piccas Tonight I Promise :)

if only i can own a few of heroic rendevous dolls as well.

new camera in pink!

but not so good la.

lack of cash recently,

stupid hilton pay just did not get in my account.

okie on friday me and baby celebrated our anniversary in sentosa

so much cash were spend in there!

besides paying for the package, we pay extra 22 dollar per person for underwater world

baby loves fishes and therefore i tink its worth it.

except that the day we went was a mistake cus it was pack like sardines

we can hardly move freely,

and this bunch of tourists from some skin tone dark countries scold people.

was kinda irritated by them.

but still we enjoyed ourselves

i love DUGONG the most please.

ran over for the last show of the day for dolphin lagoon

but was late and therefore watched only for 10 mins.

decided not to waste time,

we rush to the next which is the 4d matrix

it was my third experience i tink the other one was in genting

speaking of which me and baby goin to genting end of this year with mum and dad!

after 4d was the Tiger beer sky tower

too lazy too elaborate too much pictures i had alot uploaded

after tiger was merlion it was so scary in there cus there is only bab and me

but we like the view up there

as time was rushing us, we leave the merlion quickly

had some fun at the snake wading pool

was super careful cus the other time baby actually bleed a lot from the tiles there

i still got wet a little!

head over to the last one which is the segway ride

i guess that is the one i like the most!

the machine was so cool

imagine baby cycling and i had that with me

it would be great to max!

had coffee bean after that since the tourist crowd leaving sentosa was so horrible

cheesecake, bab's favourite

Malibu Dream super dont like!

KOpitiam after that for dinner and it was home!!!

Credit to Shermin for the Awesome Simpson Clothing for our birthday!

must be super ex i tell you!

Sat it was elliot birthday.

his sharp features are beautiful

and, the buffet food was good

hunnie even brought his shop's food for us.

its gone in just a while

see how good is it!

had movie with cousins

thank ziqiang korkor for the movie tickets discount

thanks weiling zehzeh for the dinner!

and thanks shijin and shizhen zehzeh for the coffee bean

and great great great great great time with you guys!

ytd me and baby meet his parents and we went to see some furniture

had been thinking of it since months back

and finally gotten a set for baby's room

tink we need it since after we get married before we own a house we will stay in his parents house

and his bed have been with him since he was a baby

the spring all sprung up

and it was badly damage

and now! he have a queen size bed!

benefit me also okie

i coolfully took my nets out and shua!

shiok!

now im rushing to meet bee to help him pack his room before friday when the furniture comes!

Good Day sweethearts 

Please forgive me if you see me constantly coming online to rant bout boyfriend goin army

i am just not used to it. its gonna be suffering to not see him for the first two weeks or more

i am so used to seeing baby everyday,

since day one we are together till now i meet everyday.

and i dont noe how am i gona get used to life like this for two years!

blame it on some government thing la.

i guess i will cry myself to bed at night like a baby

or maybe it shud be a good thing cus i will cherish you more.

many said that once bf is in army things will NOT be the same

so many ppl break up with their bf due to loneliness.

and, i noe im gonna be the minority.

Baby! you got to hear this i give my word to you infront of my many readers,

I AM GONNA WAIT FOR YOU AND BE THERE WITH OPEN ARMS EVEN AFTER 2 YEARS!

ps: you noe how many people followed my blog dont you!. heh

besides that im actually here to shout:

HAPPY 1 YEAR 3RD MONTHSARY!.

I LOVE YOU BABY!

celebration tmr at sentosa!

gonna research more of that place before we rape it!

thanks for putting in so much effort in the gift you are giving me later

i feel so happy seeing you so serious at it!

lovelove!

recently i start to get conscious over my health

and i went into my storeroom and gotten a fruit extracter.

i had vitamin C everyday now

its weird how i dont like to eat orange but love the juices.

its almost time to wash away my mask.

bye!

Boyfriend and i just came back from Vivocity,

watched "The Ugly Truth" kinda late thou

movie was average actually.

went to MU-EE to get myself a card holder,

its shiny and pink,

i got sick and tired of having so many cards in my wallet

making it so fat and bulky

if its all cards from different bank i dont mind

but its not LOL.

was kinda moody just now alr 9pmish

so boyfriend bought this for me.

3 flavours all packed tgt. my fave cookie dough, macadamia and cake batter.

and we ate the whole tub. Sinful x1,000,000.

remember this childhood snack,

i had this everyday of my primary school bag.

now its in my bag

it still taste as good!

And the main reason why i am blogging now,

BOYFRIEND IS ENLISTING IN DEC!!!!

i just came out from my shower and baby came telling me this

i din believe at first but he show me his korkor's sms

dont noe shud be happy or not :(

RAWR!

hes now haolianing to me bout him being Policeman!

Our birthday celebration in NewYork2

Our Lovely Princess!

A Day in AMKHUB in some dessert place

i had so much to blog so much

but i dont have an idea where should i start with.

Anyway i had a lot of photos uploaded in the photo gallery

if you are interested go take a look :)

First thing first,

Me and boyfriend celebrated our birthday

with our parents followed by friends with my godsissy and ourself

thanks sherie - sponsorship of clothing from blogshops as birthday gift

thanks godsissy - very expensive Jang-Shou dinner, photos in gallery already.

thanks baby and my family - putting so much effort and money for our birthies.

and im sure some of you find it weird,

that me and bay celebrated our birthday ourself,

because we share the same birthday

and we find it very significant,

so we had it in newyorknewyork

its also good cus we can haolian about our same day month and year birthday

not only that we get special deals okie!

past 2 weeks i did not have a chance to step online not at all

me and baby had a very memorable working experience tgt

since our lunar birthday was 15 august mid-authum festival

we decided to work in Hilton Hotel to sell mooncake.

photos can also be foud in galllery.

i made a lot of new friends among all i love yuanyuan most*

Tired of words, relieve your eyes in photo gallery

today i had a 30 minutes session of sauna

after this 30 minutes, i came out in full body sweat

and i feel the sense of satisfaction

was so happy kae!

but the next moment i fell down the stairs and my toe bleed

as usual my first thought was baby

but, on second thought i settle it on my own.

good girl :)

currently im at my grandmummy's place

everybody is asking where is my baby

baby went to singapore karate federation meeting

hes so capable right to be the youngest member in the team

so i hope he can continue and be a very successful man.

BABY JIAYOU KAE? 

after the help of my friends, i finally felt how dependent i am on my bf.

have thoughts about it and i realise,

DEPENDENT ON BF= MORE STRESS

cus he not only have to care for his own stuff but also another share of mine.

DOUBLE SHARE

and more stress = unhappiness

then i think to myself

why are we together?

becus we wan to have happiness.

so if im over dependent on him, i will have happiness but not him.

so i came to a conclusion,

I MUST LEARN TO GROW UP AND BE INDEPENDENT

at times i can still dependent on him

but i learn that i cannot do that everytime.

speaking of my independent trial day one

quite smooth, abit of wild thoughts but still can overcome it cus of the word TRUST.

constantly reminding myself of TRUST!

and as i took the first step today,

i realise it was not that bad after all

in order not to tink so much and the word trust,

instead i question myself of his love and devotion to me.

then i noe! he will not hurt me anymore!

believe and trust,

brought to you by:

JERELYNN BELLE